if only...

zzz. i was watching the ultimate crime fighter til like.. 330 am this morning. hehe. cuz. i got off the phone with eunice at 11 +. so.. i started it late.

gosh. it was so touching. there was a scene lah. cuz. this couple broke up and another guy was after the girl. and when the ex-boyfriend saw both his ex-girlfriend and her new boyfriend hugging, he was hurt.
and the same time, the guy has a really good friend. who happens to be a girl.
she sort of like..had some feelings towards him. but his ex-girlfriend will always remain in his heart and no one can replace her.
sighs. so sweet and sad ehh. i sorta like.. actually.. pitied that guy. it was so hurt to see his ex hugging another guy.

anyways. i had to sleep that time. daddy scolded me. zzz.
woke up at around 11 am today.

i was supposed to have leo meeting at 11 am. but then nikkil postponed it to 2 pm.
then. suddenly, i received a message from him. he told me.. since only 3 people will be able to make it, he would rather cancel it. gosh !!

i actually assured my mum that my school mates are more responsible than. lol. yeah, i mean matt. hehe.
well. now, i proved her wrong. sighs. why did he have to cancel it ?? yikes !

anyways. i went for band pratice at 330 pm. zzz. surprisingly, i was late. and zjin fei was early.
ahah. that was rather shocking. hehe.
i met matt downstairs and he apologized as we walked upstairs. he told me he was really sorry.
and gosh. he looked.. ahah. i had to forgive him lah. you should see the look on his face.
lolz. anyways. yeahh. i forgave matt !!! haha. lol.

zzz. zjin fei chose to play numb. and sighs.. he didn't quite get along with teacher.
cuz teacher sort of like suggested how to save time.. and then. zjin fei got all mad..
and. teacher won't be there to guide us anymore. until the end of this month.
we're all gonna stop. ahhh.
apparently, we'll be getting another band. or i'm probably not included. but who cares ? we'll see how things go. =]

this is such bad news... ! i mean. i'll definitely miss the times i had with them.
and now.. we're gonna stop.
goshhh.. this is probably hard to accept. lolz.

gahhh. but anyways. we'll go with the flow lah. lol.
matt and i spent our time in teacher's room. ron was having guitar lessons there.
ahah. it was awkward. being with 3 guys. zzz.
sue anne couldn't make it today. so..she sort of like missed everything lahh.

hopefully she makes it tomorrow. for piano class. mmm.

gosh. feeling.. lonely. sighs.

if only.. he were still here for me. then.. i could at least share my feelings.
but. nahhh. =]

hearts <3,
[shuannie]..65 days