cruelty...

oh gawddddd.... zzzz. i need sleep !!! okay. maybe i shouldn't continue sleeping. fat enough d. ^^

yee shern called at 1 am this morning. ahah. actually. i called her at 10 pm last night. so she said she'll call me back at 1 am and whether it's okay. lol.
i've never been on the phone that late before. lol.
i've only been on the phone until that late. =P

so anyways. we..were on the phone for..i think..2 hours.
yeah. we got off the phone at 3 am. lolz.

we talked about stuffs... quite okay lah.
her sister went to langkawi with some friends. lol. his best friend went too.
but i've got no idea whether he did go or not. sighs.

anyways... i actually felt like i wasn't being heard. lol.
she was doing her theory work while talking to me. so.. i think she did hear me. but i still feel like i'm talking to a wall. lolz. =P

sighs. anyways. i watched bring it on last night. ahah.
it was.. okay lah. cheerleading movie.=]
hehe. you should look at the stunts man. ahah. really impressive. =]
i was indeed envious of them. lolz. so cool... ! =P

gahh. woke up at 2 pm today. zzz. i was actually awaken by the door bell and a call from my mum. gahhh. but. hehe. still managed to go back to sleep. =P
zzz. and yeah, i still am tired. craving for my bed right now. bluek.

joel and i had a fight. don't think this fight will end that easily.
and the connection's in the way. pift.
doesn't wanna log in friendster. grrr..
i wanna see what he wrote to me. sighs.
losing a friend is gonna be hard.
but.. to me. i guess it doesn't matter anymore lah.
ever since he was so cruel to me. =]

so.. zzz. if joel and i aren't gonna be friends again, that's gonna be so fine with me.
i don't think whether or not i'm his friend actually matters to him, right.
he has many friends. i won't make a difference. =]

cruel..best word to describe you.

hearts <3,
[shuannie]..66 days