1st month gone. *big sighs*

omigoshhh...

today is the last day of january.
which means... tomorrow is.. the 1st day of february.

okay. this sucks. real bad..
can't believe time flies.
real fast weiii..
it just seems likes today is the first day of school..
which means.. in no time, we'll all be sitting for PMR.

okay. i'm freaking myself out. which is baddddddd !

hmm. school was obviously not fun today.
oh oh. the good thing is.. only 1 hw today. that is geo teacher.
stupid geo teacher.
why did you have to give us hw ???

hmm. i actually enjoyed my time after school.

CUZ.

jun dee's back. yay !!! *applause*

no lah. not like he went somewhere.
just that he came back to school today.
hehe. he told eunice and i last night lah.
basically. this was what we were looking forward to in school today. =P

hehe. we wanted to see how he actually looked like after so long.
oh yeah. he still looks amazingly hot. =P
not surprised. ehehe.
hair's grown longer.
which is totally a good thing. cuz he looked really bad when he cut it last year [end of the year.. i think].
no offence to you, my friend ! =D

hehe. yeah. he bought eunice and i famos amos. aww. that sweet sweet guy. =P
well. i specially requested for him to buy me twisties. i had to pay him back alright. teehee. =D
apparently.. this abi ahh.. stole my twisties. hmph.
she's gonna have to do all 3 lakaran of mine for KH ! yipee !

mhmm. we all sat at the marble table somewhere near the backgate.
i'm sorry lah. canteen's way to far. =P
hehe. so yes. we all talked. =P

mmm. hock leong, wilson and jia jiet joined in.
more like hock leong and wilson joined us.
haha. jia jiet was so freakking quiet. he was nearly.. transparent. no one will know he exists if hock leong didn't ask him to talk. ahah.

well. yeahh.. the worse part was..
hock leong and jun dee were touching each other.
eww, right ? =P
no lah. touching their bodies and all. argh.
don't wanna say so much.

eunice and i felt so disgusted. *bluek*.
we had to turn to the other side..

"wahh. flowers so beautiful lah.."
"yeah lorh"
"hmm ? i don't really think so"

shuana. eunice. jun dee.

oh.. *faints*.
it was so obvious we were so disgusted and trying to change the topic right..
some more this jun dee disagreed on what we were trying to say *faints even more*.

haha. speaking of the word faint with the stars (*)..
eunice got so annoyed when hock leong and jun dee did the sign -> *sweat*
haha. so funny. =P

oh well.. we were happy to see him again. =P
it was fun sitting down, talking. =P

sighs. anyways. ron made eunice and i laugh today too.
haha. eunice suddenly got freaked out when ron accidentally scared her.
it was by accident lah, my dear. =P

and yes. everyone's laughing at my pimple on my nose.
it's not my fault it chose to grow at my nose lah..
ron said i looked like rudolph the red nosed reindeer... =[

the red nosed reindeer.

that sort of didn't really looked like it, right ? ahah.

well.. nvm lahh. hehe. it's just a rough picture of what i actually look like now.
can you imagine a red spot on my nose now ?
awful, isn't it ? *sighs*

yes. that was today.
hehe. it didn't go fine after school.
had.. stuffs. bluek.

hehe. don't wanna post bout it lah. =P

okay. gotta sleep now. eyelids shutting. *yawns*

ciao !!!

hearts <3,

[shuannie]>i miss you.

maybe my love will come back some day only heaven knows

and maybe our hearts will find their way only heaven knows

and all i can do is hope and pray 'cause heaven knows

after cny ?? what lahhh.. *zzz*

ahhh.. screw chinese !!!!

luckily, i'm not taking it for PMR. gosh. or i'll die due to stress. =P

hehe. the borang came today lah.
had to think whether i should or should not tick the chinese column. zzz.
mmm.. if i don't tick, i'm afraid my mum will screw the shit out of me.
if i tick, i'll definitely regret.

so the conclusion was/is... i'm not taking chinese for PMR. woohhoo !!!!

mummy didn't seem happy when i told her that.
*sighs loudly*.. she wants me to take but i don't want to.

gahh.. stupid lah. forget it. made my decision d.

stayed back with eunice.
oopsy. correction... i asked eunice to stay back with me today.
*in case she kills me for saying the wrong thing. ^^*

hmm. studied science together for.. 30 mins.. ?
haha. she's so.. funny. well.
asked her questions and she gave the weirdest answers ever. gosh !!!!
and she's good in science. *bluek*.

mmm. weng joe wanted to eat sushi for lunch today leh.
but.. macam mana ? 150 leave school.. tuition starts at 245.
gahh. i practically gobble up everything i saw in sushi king. lolz.

well. not that exaggerating but.. close to that.
rushed to tuition after buying this gorgeous top for cny. =P
nyahaha. and guess what ?

ended up 15 mins. late for tuition. *slaps forehead*.
not a good thing !

omg. i was so super duper slow in tuition.
learned new chapter -> statistics 2.
omgosh lahh.. that chapter real killer lahhh...

i didn't understand a freakking thing that was happening.
and yes. i did feel guilty for making my teacher and friends trying to make me understand a simple question. *faints*.
this proves how slow i were this afternoon.

you had no idea how long i took to understand 1 question..
approximately.. 10 mins ?
or maybe longer... ? =P

hehe. that was tuition. freakking confusing.
was the slowest person there. *screams*..

well. abi always say i'm slow.
she even spelt the word out... S-L-O-W.
gosh... i couldn't figure out that word THAT TIME lah.
i was thinking of something else kayy..

i was slow that time.
apparently.. to them [eunice and abi].. i'm still slow lah.
some kind of friends they are !!!! HMPH.

so heartbroken. *cries*

haihx. anyways. i have got no hw today !!! god bless ! teehee. =D
oh wait.. seems like i'm wrong.. there's... moral hw. ahah.
i seldom do it de lah.
copy ppl's hw most of the time. =P
i mean only moral lah...

new year. new resolution. teehee.
gonna do all the hw teacher gives. =P

speaking of hw.. i just remember.. i need to do a stupid essay. gosh.
life's always that hard. grr.. just when i wanna have fun and relax.. the word "essay" appears in my mind. ahhh..

okayy lah. i think.. i gotta sleep d. *although it's only 11 pm* teehee. =D

hearts <3,
[shuannie].. you bastard !

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true

Deep down inside I want to believe they still do

reality vs fairytale. *i pick fairytale*

haihx. i've been trying to post a blog without being disturbed 3 times.
this is my 3rd time.
special thanks to my lovely brother who was disturbing me.
was bugging me so much i had to leave the laptop for him to use. =P

hmm. i'm gonna say this for the 3rd time ::

i didn't have an amazing day today. but. it was okayyy..

cuzzzzzzzzz....

weng joe is back !!!! woohoo !!!
you might be wondering who's that~
he's my brother. teehee. =D

and yes. he's finally back.
after 6 whole months without us in aussie.
that's why you shouldn't go to some other country all alone, without your family.
leads to loneliness. =P

hehe. yay !!! he's back.
the disadvantage -> fighting for the laptop with me. HMPH.
stupid fella. took out the mouse from the comp and plugged it in his laptop.
now i've gotta use the laptop.

BUT.

it's quite nice you know. haha.
he's laptop quite good also. =P
got built in webcam. haha. good for me. =P

hmm.. so far. tuition was okay lah.
as usual the BM teacher's face looked damn strict.
but. he can be hilarious at the same time.
hehe.... lolxxxx

the geo teacher was kinda.. dulan lah.
bluek. eunice really hated his face.
like.. damn a lot. haha.
he should consider going for plastic surgery.
change his extremely yong sui face.

i'm praying he doesn't read this. *prays*
but. his geo is good kayy. hehe. =P
zzz.. so sad we don't really like him.
more like eunice doesn't like him. i find him okay actually. =P

hmm. oh yess..
we got latih tubi for sejarah today. bluek.
big mistake. my sejarah sucks like hell.
but.. i think the latih tubi will help me remember more. hehe.

cuz.. it's better doing those exercises than just reading. ahah.
zzz. too bad lah. by the time the bell rang, crystal and i and also eunice plus crystal's cousin haven't finished the damn latih tubi. zzz..

sighs. so that was tuition. =[

aunt came to fetch me up after that.
cuz mum had to go to the airport to fetch weng joe. =P

hehe. and yeahh. went to my cousin's house.
stayed there for.. an hour then had to go for piano.
busyyyyyy me. =[

hehe. while waiting for time to past...
i went to look at vanessa's new room.
oh myyyyyy gooooodddddddd !

SHE HAD A PATRICK !!!! A REALLY HUGE ONE !!!

and yeah. i'm gonna kill ming yue.
promised me a patrick ever since i was form 1.
hmph. don't even see it's shadow til now. pift.

that was the 1st thing that came into my mind. hehe.

hmm. well. lucky her lah.
her mum's willing to spend a hundred bucks on that patrick.
if only.. my mum were like that. ahah. this will never come true. =P

so anyways. zjin fei called me too.
quite shocking. haha. but.. i still picked up his call. =D

"eh. shuana. later 630 pm - 730 pm you free anot ?"

"why ??"

"oh. got band practice today lehh"

"oh ? am i suppose to go ?"

"em. yeah."

"am i required to go ?"

"yes"

"who requires me to go ?"

"teacher lahhh.."
"prove it to me."

*passes the phone to teacher*

"ehh. shuana. come for band practice later okay"
"em. why worh ?"

"no lah. matt and ron quit for 2 months mah. so you and sue anne join zjin fei's band first lah."

"oh. kay lah"

zjin fei. teacher. shuana.

it was like.. a synopsis lah.
the actual conversation was rather long.
i was joking around and bullshitting. ahah.

so.. yeah.
i went for piano..

AND.

sue anne didn't come. pift.
said she's got some quicksilver thingggyy in sunway lagoon/pyramid..

*big sighs*

oh well. at least i've got kharenee.
which wasn't.. that perfect. ahah.

lolz. had fun talking and laughing with her and at her. hehe.

btw. i think sue anne's piano class's seat is cursed.
whoever sits there will get really blur.
just like me. =[
and her. whenever she sits there. eheh.

so.. band practice started late. 15 mins late. as usual.
with zjin fei, it'll always start late. i'm rather use to it. =D

so. i wasn't shocked lahh. with everything.
just that.. got new drummer and new guitarist.
the rest all the same. zzz..

i still prefer ron when it comes to the drums.
he's.. honestly. he's better lah... zzz.

oh well.
came back home and was jumping for joy when i saw joe joe. =P
hehe. indeed happy just now. but not anymore. =D

ciaozzz !!

hearts <3,
[shuannie]

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit

And every time that I try I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit

Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet

Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by this time

i wish better things would happen often.

ignore the last post. zzz

anyways. it's been 5 days since i last updated. hehe.

busy lah.. zzz.
em. busy doing homework and going to bed real early at night. =D

so.. there was a wedding dinner last friday night. not really actually.
it was the eve of the wedding ceremony thing. gahh. you get me lah, right ?
mmm. and i had to go back to school on saturday morning.

gosh. went home extremely late on friday night, still had to wake up early the next morning just to go to school to learn maths. wanted to go back to school cuz of that. eheh..
and. had to go for kasturi right after school.
eunice and i went together. =.=
mum fetched. hehe.

we missed the first 45 minutes of class. that was.. BM. zzz.
at least we made it in time for geography and history. bluek.
i was so tired i just couldn't help but closing my eyes and rest a little.
i was enjoying my time until the stupid history teacher came in and eunice woke me up. yikes !

hehe. that was the morning lah. had to attend a wedding dinner at night-KL convention centre.
gosh. that place is gorgeous man. even their restrooms are amazing.
so clean and enormous. haha. it was really amazing.

i did take some pictures. but it's in my phone. hehe.
it's alright lah. brother's coming back on saturday d. hehe.
i can then transfer all my pictures in here. yay !!!

haihx. sunday wasn't getting any better for me.
reached home really late on saturday night. and had to wake up at 7+ am to go for tuition.
and the gate wasn't opened when everyone reached d.
haha. well. i had the air cond !!! muahah.

stupid people wanted to stand in the sun to wait. tsk tsk.

sighs. so busy these 2 days. couldn't even get to watch heroes on star world.
whole entire day was HEROES leh. so sad lah. wanna cry d.
couldn't watch it. *sobs*

erm.. monday was fine lah. hehe. so was tuesday. hehe.
and today's just bored. trying to finish off the homework i haven't finished yet. bluek.

em. anyways. going back to school tomorrow. and i'm not going to school on friday. yay !!

no lah. just lazy to run. hehe.
it's not like i'll win a prize or something right.
lazy to wake up early in the morning just to go back to school and run. haha.

hmm. oh yeah. xin yi and aun hua lend me a few chinese romantic books. grrr..so touching also. pift.
mad me tear. =[ =[
but it's really nice.

woot. libra !!!! love this book. =P
best of the best. freagging touching. yikes.

okayy. these are the 2 books i managed to take a picture of. haha.
i already returned the other 2 books. but sudah lupa to take a pic of it. haha.
nvm lah. these are currently my fav.

mmm. i'm sorry xin yi, i'll have to bug you for more of these books at the moment.
finishing them really fast.
at least a book a day. haha. lolz.

it's just.. hard to put them down. so damn freakking niceee... =.=
ahh. anyways. i'll have to stop here for now lahh. hehe.

need to study liao.

hearts <3,
[shuannie]..shit. am i falling for another person ?

We’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone

im sure you will..

whatthefaaaaaaaaack. you suck. go eat bananas

whathefaaaack.

that's for bitches i hate.

facccckeuuuulah.

and that's for wannabes.

yes. as usual.. bitches. they're everywhere.
they tend to go everywhere in groups.
nyahaha. very funny. cuz i hate their faces. muthaaafarrrking faces.

everyone's so damn fucking unfriendly.
but so what ? i'll survive.

oh yes. that includes joel. joel kong.
fuck him. go eat bananas you bastard.
i tried being nice but.. if you're unfriendly, i'll be unfriendly then.
what goes around comes around.

since everyone seems to be against me. i'll be against them then. muahaha.
that's the so called evil plan which definitely will not work. haha.
anyways. can't tolerate them lahh.

people say they'll always be there for me no matter what.
but when i really need them, where are they ?
don't think they even remember me.
that's their fucking bull.

but. so what ?

a friend said his shoulder will always be there for me when i need them. but where are they ?
nowhere to be seen.

just can't trust all guys anymore. not only guys. but people around me.

i just hope i'm heartless. therefore i wouldn't even bother about whatever happens around me.
hehe. no lahh.. it won't happen. i have a heart. nyahah.

but. zzz. i dunno lah.
hate it when people chooses love over friendship.
sighs. i guess i did too. but.. not anymore. i dunno lah.
i will never ever choose love over friendship.
but on second thought. maybe i will. people aren't treating me like friends.

so. hehe. love comes first for now. =P

so those mutthhhaaaafaaarrrkkkingbeeeeeyattttches shall go to hell ! muahah.

no lah. i ain't that evil. just hate them.
dunno why people admire them so much. ahah.

okay. i'm doing this cuz i'm bored.
and russell peters is on. zzz.
but i already watched it. haha.

funny lah. but. watched it already. not so syok d. =P

i shall go now lah. see what i can do alone. =P

hearts <3,
[shuannie]..99 days

nyahah. russell peters rocks. =P

the days.. =] and =[

i'm so busyyyyy.. not really lah.
but. look at the activities i've got so far. zzz..
so tired of them. =[

anyways. i haven't been updating, i know. =P
but. it's alright. i am now. =D

em.. hehe. school was actually fine today.
had to do kerja kayu for KH today. argh.
did i forget to mention. i hate kerja kayu ?!?
cuz i totally suck at it. haha. yeah. that's shuana. shuana sucks at that.
never know how i could actually pass KH. *zzz*

em. anyways. things weren't going fine after that.
i'll have to skip that. it's personal. =]
it was wasn't good lahh.. whatever shit that happened didn't make me happy about it.

hmm.. what else ahh ?
oh yes. red house cheer. not bothered to be in it. wanted to. but. not anymore.
cuz we're not competing. we're COMBINING.
gahhh.. sad. so. isabelle and i quit. haha. it was fun.

hmm. hanged out with joel and isabelle after school in the canteen.
em. joel was lazy to walk home as the sun was.. really hot.
it could burn a person. ehh. you get me lah.

em.. so. we talked. and talked. and talked.
it was funny, actually.
isabelle couldn't help talking really loud.
and yes. it's a really bad thing. she said things she isn't supposed to say. out loud. ahah.

as usual. piano class is fun. cuz i get to joke around with my teacher.
was with her for 5 years. and she's soooo funny lah.
i always try to waste time by trying to talk to her.
seems like i failed today. =[
she wanted me to shut up. you had no idea how many times she shouted shut up at me.
in a really funny way. =P

hmm. basically school's okay but.. friends.. not so good lah.
tried to avoid all these can't just can't help it.
tried to make it better but.. don't think it's working.
so it's best i don't do anything lahh.

had math tuition with mrs chua on tuesday.
i was coughing like mad when she was teaching. and it's a bad thing.
i missed all the important stuffs she was saying.
aww mannn.. she was teaching circles liao.
and i missed all the formulas because i was busy coughing. wtf

stupidddd ! >.<

gahh. anyways. i actually realized i'm talking to michelle alot these days.
cuz maybe she's sitting really near to me. ahah.
and yeah. aun hua's sitting next to her.
so if i'm lucky. they'll influence me. and i'll turn into a smarty pants. just like them. yay !!!
like it'll ever happen ~

hmm.. so. what else to post ah ?

oh yesss.. did i mention ?
tiara's bf-tak kei. and his whole entire gang.
or maybe it was only a few of them lah.

alright. the point is.. they came to our school's back gate on tuesday.
and goshh. it was freaky man.
all guys at the back gate.
i practically made abi and z wei stay with me.
and those kind souls.. they did stay with me..
reluctantly...

it was kinda like.. hmm.. suffering to hear them go "where is your mum shuana.. ? where ?? i wanna go home now lahh "

note to self. never make them stay. =P
joking lah. haha..

zzz. haven't been catching up with musics these days.
sighs. things are totally different lah.
my best friend actually says things like "you're a really great flirter, aren't you ?"
which definitely broke my heart into a million pieces.

but. now i know.. that's what she thinks of me lah.
so. i'll think about whether i will or will not change.

it's usually the guys who are so fun when with me.
i mean.. look at hock leong. such a sweetie. even felicia says that kay. haha.

hmm. the principle.. motivated us with some shit on tuesday.
zzz. and. did you know.. the bilik mesyuarat got so many ants ah ?
it was so.. yuck !

spent the whole time trying to get ants away from me rather than listening to her bull.
indeed boring. >.<

so basically.. i've got such a different week compared to all the other weeks in my life lah.
oh yes. did i mention PJK is getting funner ?
oh yes it is. with cik malathi as our PJK teacher.
hehe.

last year's was plain boring. all we did during PJ was lepak around.
and of course find reasons to skip that boring 2 whole periods of the week.
now that we've got her. yay ! life's gonna be so much better for us. hehe.

latihan rumah sukan is getting stricter too. =[
they make you tick your name before and after latihan. stupid.
AND. when they ask you to run like...say 4 rounds.
you've gotta tick your name after every round with the teacher in charge.

was so strict !!! =[
mmm. yeah. lots of people ponteng last year. hehe.

i think this post should be long enough lah. hand tired d. eyelids shutting. desperately need my bed. and haven't even study today. *bluek*..

i shall ciao for now then. =P

hearts <3,
[shuannie]..98 days. time flies, you know ?

Pictures of you
Pictures of me

Hung up on your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you

Pictures of me

Remind us all of what we used to be


wait.. did we ever had a picture together ? i don't think so.

ordinary day, isn't it ?

hmm. i should be studying right now.
shuana needs to study !!!!

oh dear.. i'm supposed to be studying but i'm on the comp.
maybe i'll start studying after i post this. =D
or.. maybe after i take my shower. hehe.

mmm.. anyways. i woke up really early today. 730 am you know. zzz..
went for dim sum !!! wahahaha ! it was yummy.
but we didn't order a lot. hehe. not in the mood for eating at a time like that. *bluek*

hehe. went for tuition after that. kasturi !!!! i've always loved that tuition. nyahaha.
it's just so awesome. especially sunday class. muahaha. i'm always looking forward to seeing the english teacher.
NO. i'm not hitting on her. she's just extremely funny and she makes the class alive.
unlike our school teachers.

anyways. as usual, the english teacher was funny. ahha.
but last week's lesson was better. hehe.
the math teacher was freaky man.
he comments on every student.
grrrr~
and.. the science teacher is okayyy lah.
eunice just thinks his voice is irritating. lolxxxx !

hehe. came back home and watched CSI. ahhh..
they've got supreme sunday. muahaha.

awesome !!!!
CSI !!!!!
miami ! =P

CSI's nice !!!! though i like NY better. hehe.
i watch NY more. =D
hehe.

anyways.. yeah. basically this was what happened today.
and mummy started baking cookies for CNY liao.
zzz. her cookie are.. yummy !!!
so everytime i would steal at least 5 cookies from the jar. hehe.
it's tempting alright~

and.. her cornflakes cookie with honey is delicious !!!! woohh !
why is it so delicious ? *bluek*

so.. did i forget to mention eunice and i made up last night ?
through the phone. haha.
well. she didn't tell me that she's not coming for tuition yesterday. hmph.
what lahhhh..

poor girl. was so sick today at tuition.
i definitely feel guilty making her come for tuition today.
haha.. well. i didn't sort of made her come.
i just told her i won't take notes for her if she didn't come. haha.
evil of me, huh ? *bluek*

oh yeahhhhh.. got a wedding dinner next saturday. yay !
can wear nice nice again. yay !
BUT. the whole saturday will have episodes of heroes.
and there will be 3 nice movies at night. in a row !!!
aww man....

haihx. guess i'll have to miss them for the wedding dinner. =D

gotta go study and take my shower d. ciaoz ! =P

hearts <3,
[shuannie]..94 days *slaps forehead hardly*

think i'm getting flu liao. keep on sneezing non stop. *sighs loudly*

you are the music in me

friday !!!!!!! yeah !
well. fridays are usually the best day of the week. =P
but. not anymore. =[

i had school-as usual.
and history lessons were supposed to be boring-as usual.
but.. i kinda like.. understand what the teacher was crapping about. surprisingly !
lolxxx.. and i actually paid attention in class... ! yay ! good for me ! =P

well. i was actually hanging with jamie and jessie and of course crystal the whole day. zzz.
mmm. that's cuz.. zzz. let's skip this part.
upset and unhappy. sighs. life's like that.

anyways. i'm given nicknames lately. ahh.
dillon calls me snoopy. and i've got no idea why. yes. i'm short. i know. maybe that's why. =/
khai weng calls me poring. i may look round. but do i look pink ??
zzz. and. shuannie's the usual one.
hehe. crystal used to call me pumpkin. guess because i'm round. haha. and.. a little orange.
and. i have became isabelle's darling. and so has she became my darling.
i've found myself a new darling. yay !!! =P

anyways. i was actually supposed to go to centrepoint with mummy today for lunch.
but then.. change of plans.
we went to this coffee shop near our place for lunch then mummy had to buy some stuffs then dabao food for my maid.
so.. had to stop back home first before we went to ou. =]

hehe. was actually quite tired today. but.
i bought something. keke.
em. bought a pair of really nice.. heels.
and.....

my brand new baby !!!! =D
after decorating my baby. =P
yay !!! baby posing ! =P

hehe. didn't manage to take a pic of my brand new heels. =[
i've been buying lots of footwear lately. better stop buying..
or else dad will start nagging me. =/

hehe. and yeah.. was supposed to have jamming today.
but. mmm. yamaha's close. =D
so.. jamming canceled. =D
hehe. but it's a good thing lah. at least i bought something today. yay !

em. anyways.. i went to joyclub to enquire about the hip hop class.
gah. stupid. no suitable time for me.
the teacher i want teaches on saturdays.
but i've got tuition. =[
zzz. so sad lahhh. i really wanna continue this hip hop class. damn !

zzz. anyways. yeah. this was my sad sad day. =[
i'm gonna spend awhile on the internet then study. =[
gotta work hard hard !
i can't let my parents underestimate their daughter.
and i will not score 2 As for them for PMR. =P

signing out~

hearts <3,>
[shuannie]..93 days =[lookie. shuannie's sleeping. =P

you are the music in me.

24 hours isn't enough for me.

omg. can you believe it ?
i spend the whole day sleeping and watching tv.
ughhh.. i actually wanted to study today. =[

actually.. i have got no idea why i woke up at 1 pm today.
zzz....

it was a real tiring day yesterday.
em.. school was tiring enough.
plus, was supposed to stay back for meeting.
but. hock leong thought kar yee finished early. and the stupid fella went back at 150 pm.
so basically.. i wasted my time in school.

THEN. there was latihan rumah sukan.
which made my day even more tiring.
was supposed to run/jog round the padang.
but it was soooo muddy. ewww...
ended up walking with jo. =P =P

zzz. and was also supposed to go for cheer.
but ended up looking at the new people learning the steps for the audition.
ughhhh... was getting a little impatient though.
but. luckily, ron was there too.. ahah.

mmm. and to end my extremely tiring day, i had to go for tuition which starts at 5 pm.
arghhhh.. BUT. luckily, it was fun. =D
there were many new students actually. which sucked lah.
they're like.. so quiet. and don't wanna laugh with us. pift.

hehe. i kept on asking teacher science questions.
the more i asked, the more confusing it was. ahah.
cuz she told me things that we're not suppose to learn at our level. =P
so.. hehe. i was actually confusing myself and the rest. =P =P

zzz. went back home. took a really really fast shower and then went to bed at 815 pm.
i actually went to bed that early. can you actually believe it ????

hehe. so. i have got no idea how come i woke up at 1 pm today.
mmm. i actually woke up at like.. 8 or 9 am. but.. i started to laze around. as usual.
and eventually fell asleep til 1 pm. zzz..

then.. i spend the next few hours watching tv. =/
first was she's the man. it was for awhile only lah.
then watched the last half of the movie madagascar. [i think it's how you spell it. =/]
then. started watching CSI miami and CSI. zzz. and they're having CSI NY now. zzz..

AND.
i'm going out with mum and dad later.
no time to study today. zzz..

at least i'm not feeling bored today.

gotta off the modem and comp d.
hehe. got thunder. zzz. stupid thunder.

ciaozzzz !

hearts <3
[shuannie]..*counts*

my love for you is blind.

mmm. such a tiring day. zzz.
really not enough of sleep lehh.. *sighs*
the stupid coffee didn't keep me awake. *bluek*

oh well. we had cik malathi teaching us PJK today.
at first, we were all afraid. very very afraid.
i mean.. it's cik malathi you know...
freakayyyy !

but.. as soon as she started making jokes.. i find her rather funny.
i shall stop disliking her then ! =]
hehe. anyways. today was.. like i said-tiring.

i had to go straight to my mum's friend's place for lunch.
then rush straight to tuition which starts at 245 pm.
and i finished my homework there !!! yay !

tuition was boring. really boring.
tuesday's the day where there's very few people.
why didn't i sign up for monday's class ?
at least i won't fall asleep there. ahhhh.

but. look on the bright side. less distraction. more concentration. =P
though it was really boring and i seriously fell asleep. ahh..
but. zz.. nvm lahh. was really tired mahhh..

school already made me.. tired. i mean.
i was so sick of listening to the civics teacher mann.
he looks gay. he sounds gay. he acts gay. is he gay ? ughh..

anyways. i need to add one more new year resolution : pass up my homework on time.
just remembered that extremely important point ! =D

realized i missed out a lot during form 2.
i mean.. yeah. didn't pay attention during geography class. and.. some other classes too.
kinda regret lahh.
and.. i miss baharudin a lot ! i mean. look at our new history teacher man.
you'll hate her. trust me.
ughhhhhhh...

our maths teacher-pn lok already started torturing us with maths homework.
it's.. the 4th day of school ! but nvm lah. we have to do lots of practices to improve on our maths anyways. =]
sighs. so.. i just realized yesterday that our BM teacher-pn patrina is.. really strict.
it's a good thing lahh. but.. isn't she.. toooooo strict ?
mmm.. i hate it when the teachers use "you're adil class" as an excuse.

doesn't mean all adil students are smarty pants right.
they just.. stay in adil class cuz.. they're allocated in that class. pift.
basically all the teachers think we're extremely smart students. zzz.
so not true !

mmm. went for kasturi tuition on sunday with eunice.
can you believe i woke up at 7 am just to go for tuition which starts at 9 am ?
crazy, huh ?
zzz. it's like no different than going to school. zzz..
except.. i can come home earlier and sleep. muahah. =D

anyways. the english teacher was super farny. haha.
she's just soooo cool.
we were talking about not married and married.

you cannot say single. you have to say not married.
em. why ?
because if someone asked me whether i'm single, of course i'll say yes. do you see double of me ??

teacher. student.

haha. we started laughing when she said that.
and.. the maths teacher was super perasan...

you come to me, you'll definitely get A for your maths. if you don't, you also can. but in a difficult way. all my students want to come to me for add maths.

teacher.

isn't he just soooo perasan ? gahhh..
but he's quite good lah. =]
the science teacher was okay. did make jokes. but not so farny as the other 2 teachers. =]

hehe. anyways. went to pasar malam on sunday night. it's been a while actually. hehe.

well. enough of unhappy moments.. now it's time for the happiest moment of my day !!!!
we finally got our majalah sekolah !!!! woohhoo !!!! yipee !!!
isn't this just awesome ?? =P

well. it's awesome for me lah. haha. cuz i've been waiting anxiously for my form teacher to announce that the school magazine is finally here !
and yay !!!! it's here !!!

nyahaha. i'm just looking forward to seeing a few pages actually. hehe.
for some particular reason. =P
well. that did make my day so much better.
and of course.. brought my mood down a little.
memories you know. =P
as you know.. unhappy memories are always painful. =D

so.. that's all lah. hehe.
need to sleep liao. *yawns*

hearts <3,
[shuannie].. start counting again ?

After all this time,

I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

is it possible ? =P

shuana's new year resolutions XD :

1. lose more more more weight !!! =D
2. get more more more more taller !!!
3. study extra hard to make my mum proud
4. study extra extra hard to satisfy me
5. study extra extra extra extra hard to prevent everyone in my family from comparing me with other people
6. be a better person
   
7. gossip only when needed =D
8. back stab when needed =P
9. be less mean. and complement others more
10. treasure my friends around me
11. appreciate what i've got
12. get my brother to buy me a piece of secret recipe cake =D
13. spend more time studying and making notes for schoolwork rather than sleeping
14. no more conflicts
15. get to know my friends more and be right by their side when they're down and upset
16. do not fall in love the wrong guy again
17. understand the true meaning of true love
    
18. score at least 5 As for PMR. if possible, straight As
19. improve on my english =D
20. don't get emo on my birthday. be happy on my special day =]
21. get my patrick from people who promised me they'll get it for me
    

muahahah. i've gone nuts. =P

basically.. i'm quite exhausted today.
i have never ever woken up at 10 am on weekends.
i have lah. but. it's usually when i can't sleep or.. i really need to.
*sighs*.. i have got tuition today.. =[

yeah. kasturi tuition. at 12 pm.
luckily, i've got eunice with me to go for that tuition.
or. trust me, i'll be alone. so sesated.
haha. it's nice to have another friend being sesated with you.
like that, you won't feel odd. =P

so anyways. now, eunice won't be the only person i'm seeing 7 days a week. =P
because.. crystal's there too !!! haha. so.. unexpected. =P
haha. this made tuition a little bit more funner. =D

well. it started off okay.
then.. we were paying attention.
hehe. until the middle of geo and history.. where we were waiting for the next teacher, we then started talking and laughing. haha.

and. i just realized.. i don't know anything about form 2's geo work.
i guess i should pay more attention is mr govindan's class more often rather than laughing away with eunice. grr..
too late for regrets i guess.
and you know what. i don't actually understand what the history teacher is crapping about. uhhh..
stupid. i gotta work hard hard hard this year !!!! argh.

oh well. tuition's always awesome when you've got friends around you to brighten up your day. =D
that's why i love them to bits <3. style="COLOR: rgb(51,102,102)">tired now. zzz.. woke up early today. that's why.

anyways.. i gotta finish my notes for today's class.
and then.. catch up with my sleep.
have got early class tomorrow. 9 am class. *faints*

signing out.

hearts <3,
[shuannie]..should i ?

sometimes letting go is the only way.
but can i ?
maybe it really is time to say goodbye.

i can't keep my eyes off you..

the 2nd day of school was as boring as the first day of school. *sighs*

well.. teacher was sorting out the fees and all.
so we were left there.. sitting in our places.. chatting the whole entire time. =D

we did study a little. hehe. depending on which teacher you have got.
erm..actually. we only studied science today. =D
and.. spend practically the whole time chatting among ourselves. hehe.
well.. it's been some time since we saw our friends. =D

so anyways.. we had a meeting for our house teams. lolx. it was.. as usual.. i don't really know the people they all nominate. ahah.
so.. abi was.. ahh.
she told some form 2 guy that i said he was crazy.
AND. she told joel that i like him.

which is really impossible.
and isabelle.. was kacau-ing me. =[
got bullied by her. =[

hehe. AND abi told ian i like him.
oh come on lah... grrr...

so anyways.. i went to centrepoint with mummy today for lunch. =]
and guess what... ?
i met joey there. haha. joey tan. =]
it was.. such a coincidence. =P

haha. had band practice at 330 pm. zzz..
i was sooooo tired.. i just had to take a nap before i went for band practice. ahh.
slept with contacts on. what an unwise decision. tsk tsk.

hehe. band was.. really different. sighs.
without the 3 guys.. it was just.. a little quiet and all.
i use to be looking forward to band. but.. zzz.
i'll just have to adapt to this situation lah. =]

oh well.. that's just it lah.
such a boring day, isn't it ? =P

hehe. i've got tuition tomorrow man... argh.
and eunice will be with me !!! yay !
and you know what...? i'll be seeing eunice for 7 days a week.
meaning.. every single day. haha.
isn't it just awesome ? =P

i hope she doesn't get bored seeing me. teehee. =D

oh yeah. got a few pictures. =D

shuana. one of the twins. kharenee's cousin. marcus [kharenee's cousin brother. another twin and kharenee. =D

hehe. the thorn among the roses. =D

her cousin is rather hot. don't you agree with me ? =P

hehe. the pictures we took when i was at my friend's place during xmas. =D
i think there are more lah. but.. so far. i only have 3. =D

okayy.. gotta go now. =]
ciaoz.

hearts <3,
[shuannie]..should i start counting again ?





Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off you

you and me - lifehouse

a little bored. =D

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Your Envy Quotient: 45%

You are an envious person, but only at times. Perhaps certain situations trigger your envy. Or maybe you're especially jealous when you're feeling insecure. Instead of letting that green monster out, work on making your own life better. And then maybe people will be envious of you.

How Much Envy Do You Have?

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

The Recipe For shuana

3 parts Giddiness 2 parts Intellect 1 part Tease Splash of Happiness Limit yourself to one serving. This cocktail is strong!

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

You Are Halloween

You are a dramatic, wild, and even weird person. The dark side of life fascinates you, and you enjoy being a little terrified. You enjoy the hidden sides of life. You are interested in what lurks deep in people's hearts. You are playful and creative. You enjoy pretending you're someone else. What makes you celebrate: Anything bizarre, unusual, or freaky. At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The entertainer. You really like to get into the mood of the holidays. On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Insist on a theme party of some sort.

What Holiday Are You?

Your Love Song Is

You and Me by Lifehouse "Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you" For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.

What Love Song Are You?

Your Life is 61% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

How Perfect is Your Life?

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

You Are 20% Emo

You're the furthest thing from emo. Sensitivity is not something you exactly cultivate... and you can't imagine weeping over song lyrics.

Are You Emo?

You Are 50% Perfectionist

No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect. Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!

Are You a Perfectionist?

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Are a Candy Heart

You're definitely a pro when it comes to romance - and you have great dating etiquette. Plus you probably smell and taste pretty darn good.

Are You a Candy Heart or a Candy Fart?

You Are Scissors

Sharp and brilliant, you can solve almost any problem with that big brain of yours. People fear your cutting comments - and your wit is famous for being both funny and cruel. Deep down, you tend to be in the middle of an emotional storm. Your own complexity disturbs you. You are too smart for your own good. Slow down a little - or you're likely to hurt yourself. You can cut a paper person down to pieces. The only person who can ruin you is a rock person. When you fight: You find your enemy's weak point and exploit it. If someone makes you mad: You'll do everything you can to destroy their life

Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?

Your Kiss is Blue

You prefer kissing to be a meaningful, emotional experience. You don't like to kiss strangers, and you don't like to kiss someone you're mad at. A kiss can change how you feel about someone - for better or worse. You don't take anything lightly... especially kissing. Kissing Type: Deep People See Your Kisses as: Genuine You Kiss Best With: A Green Kisser Stay away from: A Red Kisser

What Color Is Your Kiss?

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?