I had didn't have a great birthday.
But. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
Still bad. But not very bad.
First, PMR is in 2 days. So I'm stuck at home, studying.
Second, because of PMR, my friends can't go out with me.
Third, people who I thought were my friends didn't wish me. Instead, people whom I barely even talk to actually wish me. And I'm really touched. I know who are my friends.
Fourth, I didn't have a birthday cake to make a wish. But, Jia Shen told me to imagine that I have one and to make a wish. I did that and it cheered me up a little. Thank you, Jia Shen. You made me feel a little better.
Fifth, I hate my birthdays. I never enjoy them. It's always as sad as ever.
Thank you to all my friends who wished me today. Or the day before. Whether it's the 11th or the 10th of October 2008, that 2 words from you meant a lot to me.
And I did receive presents. Thanks to those who bought them for me. (:
I realized a few things today.
First, I've always thought after the ex form 5s are gone, none of them will remember my birthday. Well. 2 of them remembered. And thank you. At least I know they'll be here for me when I really really need them.
Second, whoever I thought were my true friends.. Haha. What a joke. They didn't remember, I guess. If you didn't bother to remember this day then.. be that way. I don't need friends like you. (:
Third, I realized how much I want a cake for my birthday. And I didn't get 1 this year. Mummy asked whether I want one. But it's late now.. I don't want it already. Daddy offered to get me one either tomorrow or next week but what's the point ? Having my birthday cake not on my birthday ? I'd rather not have 1. They just don't understand, I guess.
Fourth, every single year, I'm always unhappy on my birthday. I might be happy at the beginning of the day but eventually I get unhappy by the end of the day. So in short. I hate my birthdays.
Fifth, I really enjoy my friends' birthdays. But never mine.
Haha. Yeah. Same old stuffs. (:
AT LEAST no one dumped me this year. I'm glad.
Btw, Ying Soon's birthday is today also. I don't know know him but still.. Wish him all the best. (:
All I did today was went for piano class and then dinner. How boring eh. =X
I'm quite looking forward to tomorrow. At least. My birthday's gonna be over. (:
Haha. At least.. I'm on the computer now. And I don't wanna blog anymore.
Shuana ;; so i'm wrong about my life, huh
No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.
Seems like you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with,
Someone I'll always laugh with, even at my worst, I'm best with you.
But. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
Still bad. But not very bad.
First, PMR is in 2 days. So I'm stuck at home, studying.
Second, because of PMR, my friends can't go out with me.
Third, people who I thought were my friends didn't wish me. Instead, people whom I barely even talk to actually wish me. And I'm really touched. I know who are my friends.
Fourth, I didn't have a birthday cake to make a wish. But, Jia Shen told me to imagine that I have one and to make a wish. I did that and it cheered me up a little. Thank you, Jia Shen. You made me feel a little better.
Fifth, I hate my birthdays. I never enjoy them. It's always as sad as ever.
Thank you to all my friends who wished me today. Or the day before. Whether it's the 11th or the 10th of October 2008, that 2 words from you meant a lot to me.
And I did receive presents. Thanks to those who bought them for me. (:
I realized a few things today.
First, I've always thought after the ex form 5s are gone, none of them will remember my birthday. Well. 2 of them remembered. And thank you. At least I know they'll be here for me when I really really need them.
Second, whoever I thought were my true friends.. Haha. What a joke. They didn't remember, I guess. If you didn't bother to remember this day then.. be that way. I don't need friends like you. (:
Third, I realized how much I want a cake for my birthday. And I didn't get 1 this year. Mummy asked whether I want one. But it's late now.. I don't want it already. Daddy offered to get me one either tomorrow or next week but what's the point ? Having my birthday cake not on my birthday ? I'd rather not have 1. They just don't understand, I guess.
Fourth, every single year, I'm always unhappy on my birthday. I might be happy at the beginning of the day but eventually I get unhappy by the end of the day. So in short. I hate my birthdays.
Fifth, I really enjoy my friends' birthdays. But never mine.
Haha. Yeah. Same old stuffs. (:
AT LEAST no one dumped me this year. I'm glad.
Btw, Ying Soon's birthday is today also. I don't know know him but still.. Wish him all the best. (:
All I did today was went for piano class and then dinner. How boring eh. =X
I'm quite looking forward to tomorrow. At least. My birthday's gonna be over. (:
Haha. At least.. I'm on the computer now. And I don't wanna blog anymore.
Shuana ;; so i'm wrong about my life, huh
No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.
Seems like you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with,
Someone I'll always laugh with, even at my worst, I'm best with you.
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